Thursday, 16 April 2009

LJ listens...

the bossanova version of "Over the Rainbow".

Somewhere over the rainbow/blue birds fly

Darn, this part always made me think of blue taxis flying around, with rainbows as the background and Dorothy inside one.

the highway

I dream of higways. Like, a lot.

Lately i have been dreaming of going on a solo backpacking trip, somewhere in a land of grassy open fields. I got tired and found a bridge as a shelter. A bridge was never meant to be a proper shelter for a girl. They were meant for beggars. Criminals. outcast. Definitely not me on a bacpacking trip. Yet somehow I did not mind. Though I tried hard to convince myself that I would not mind, my body willing moved to the place under the bridge, and allow itself to rest. My mind was weary and wandering, and my sleep was uneasy. Then I woke up feeling even more restless, considering the fact that Kurt Cobain used to live under a bridge, and I found too much similarities between me and him already (the emotional pain, esp.).

--> it's amazing how people of different time and place with no relation at all could have a similar life. I think it happens a lot. Somehow I began to think that it's just how fate works. There is this pattern that we can trace. So, there's no need to worry.

Then there was my first highway-related dream. I don't think I need to recall it here. I can only say that, I began to believe in premonitory dreams and out-of-body experiences after I had this one...

My conclusion was that these highway bridges was meant to represent changes... the position of the bridges,my approaches to those bridges, my locations...

Change is near. Indeed.